Lirik Death Vomit - Atrocious Behaviour

I feel so sad
with my existence
I'm sick with this
suicide illusions
inside my head
when I can't find my way
crying out in torment
this place of horror
cut my freedoms down
frustation deep inside
unspeakable act
with knife... I cut
My neck.... atrocious
stay sick, first step to my death
let me taste more pain
before, I say goodbye to my world
bleeding bodies
blood in my face
coma of soul
flesh impaled
atrocious behaviour
death is my vision
black rain.... follow me
graven image
darkness warm me